Sunday, June 21, 2009

desanimada

two rough weeks have come and gone.
i feel beat.
but mom and dad will be here in 2 days, and i feel sure that they will help encourage me.

i'm starting to wonder if i just need to have a cry for myself about every two months. i came in february and around easter needed to cry. then today i felt the same "need to cry but don't know why"... has it been two months since easter?
when i understand why i'm crying it's not as disturbing, i think. (because i DO cry more often than every two months, but usually with identifiable causes.)

my child is heart broken.
my child's behavior is atrocious.

3 comments:

Emerly Sue said...

I pray that you will have rest. Not only for your body, but for your soul.

mary deff said...

hey, i am so sorry. know i am praying for you. as far as the child, i am sure he is going through a rough time as well. i can not imagine being through two mommies is such a short amount of time. i am sure it is very hard on you. It is difficult. just keep loving him, ans ask for help when you need it, do not try and do it all by yourself.
children are a strange mix, but they are almost always honest and sincere about expressing their feelings in one way or another.
my prayers are with you.

Unknown said...

I'm proud of you em. You are truly a special person - every day you make a difference in the lives of those around you, whether you realize it or not.